Could me being molested have turned me biual?

Ohkay I was Molested at ages 3 or 5 till i was like 9 by my brother and sisters dad, by Ex-Stepdad i am now 15 and i like girls and guys. I have been dating a girl for half a year now longer than ive dated anyone. I always have flashbacks of what he did to me and sometimes ill just break down and start crying.. I like guys but i really dont see my self having with them or anything,, it would be really ard to trust them because of what he did. But with a girl i can trust her and everything. I know its a sin and i feel like crying becase im a real christan person. but i cant help it.. And i wanna be with girls and guys.. Could me Being Molested at such a young age have anything to do with me being . Me personal think that it does,, what do you think. also Would i go to helll if that does have something to do with it. You'l probley say wel fight it and not like girls,, but i cant ive tryed i just cant.. :( please give me answers as soon as you can.. thanx